I wonder if other people have as many thoughts about other people as I have?
Sometimes I try to learn about a person. Some people behave in a way that interests me, for different reasons. Sometimes it is because it is confusing to me, sometimes it is because it is inspiring. Most of what I try to learn is how they treat people or behave around different people. I want to know why different people do different things around different people in different situations. I want to know the concrete reasons for it.
I want to know why I do things and not do things too.
Sometimes that is hard to do. I guess I just wonder if other people really observe and study other people the way that I do. Learning about other people, I think, can help reveal things to me about myself at the same time. I don't even have the mental energy to think about it though. I just can't understand some people. But the things I do understand are the things that I'm willing to talk about with a person. The things I don't understand, I don't want to bring up in conversation. And unfortunately that doesn't mean I don't still want to understand those things. Oh well.
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