Thing

Well I wonder about things still. I have not been writing as much lately.
I'm faced with choices. I am required to make decisions. Sometimes it is very hard for me to make a decision because I don't know what choice of action is best. That is because I don't know the future to a high enough degree to be confident that one choice is going to be better than the alternative. On top of that, I'm not even certain about the level of urgency that this decision really has. I don't feel like the consequences are too much of a factor in this case though.
Different parts of me are pulling me in different directions. Outside influences are pulling me in different directions too. Ultimately I will decide what to do though.
I guess that is how it goes. I'm going to reap what I sow either way, so I guess I'll just try to sow what I would more prefer to reap. oh ok.